Ima stop blogging,
Ima stop chasing after you,
Ima stop bothering your life,
Ima stop be by you knowing that u're afraid u're friends sees me being with you,
Ima stop asking you out,
Ima stop it all.
But im not sure i can stop loving and missing you.

I See no point in doing all those things,
I Planned to meet up with you, you're afraid your friends to see both of us together
You asked me hide from them, Let me ask you.
When you msg me, saying you love me, you're scared of losing me, you miss me, you wanna hug me all those things, only i know but you're hiding it from your friends.

Have you ever thought why your bestfriend is back with his guy after all those arguments and vulgarities at her blog but doesnt allow you to be with me? Selfish right?
Well, it doesnt matter , no matter how much i say, you're still gonna follow her right?
Its okay, you dont have to worry bout losing me or whatsoever.
Come to think of it, if you're worried bout losing me, you have lost me long time ago, why did i still bothered to entertain your msges, asking you out etc. ?
When im doing all those things, what i get is being treated like somekind of ....... ?
You dont want your friends to know im meeting you, you dont want your friends to know you still msg me, you dont want your friends to know you still love me.
If so, why bothered saying that you still love me? You're scared to loose me?
I Really dont understand. You don't like me to do this and that, to wear this or that, but you? You can do/wear such things? Tell me how am i going to understand that?
Remember this msg? "Kalau sape2 tanye you kalau you maseh ngan i ke tak, ape you reply?"
"I akan jawab yang i Maseh ngan you uhs". But what happen during the past? I Tried answering that, but you gave me a stunning answer when i sent the msg to the wrong person, "Ape shaky lagi? Dah break pon dah..." Hahaha, It feels like i got a good hard punch directly to my face la can?
Remember this msg when u're on your trip? "I Rindu you sangatt la b !! tak sabar nak balek mcm nak peluk you kuat2 gitu ! Rindu sampai terbawak2 dalam mimpi seh !" Remember?
What does it shows?
Look, if you're embarrassed bout being with me, msg-ing with me, meeting up with me, loving me , embarrassed that your friends might know, then ill stop right here, i wont go on further, i wont bother your life.

Anyone not happy with my post, just keep it to yourself, dont needa reply my post on your blog, this is only meant for someone, i dont wish to see others involving this as well.


Whatever it is, I Would wanna wish you Best of luck, Takecare of yourself.

Labels: but you are a someone to me, I Know im not someone to you